Another Christmas, another New Year out of the way.
I took my girls away for a weekend at the beginning of December. That was our Christmas. It was a fabulous weekend and it snowed which made it magical.
Christmas Day was strange. My man was ill with a horrible virus so I didn’t see much of him all day. And he was soo grumpy when he did appear. So me and the dog partied by ourselves in the kitchen. My girls were at their dad’s. That’s become the routine for Christmas now. He’s on his own so they don’t want him to be by himself.
I cried a lot at the end of Christmas Day. Christmas makes me very emotional these days. It’s the memories of Christmasses past and the fact that I don’t see my girls.
I am very happy in my relationship with my partner now. We both have a lot of demons from our past but we talk very openly about everything. We’re living together permanently now. He’s very messy and he’s filled my house with all of his crap but it doesn’t bother me. Things and stuff don’t matter, it’s the people in your life that matter.
Right now I feel very content and hopeful for 2024. Even with all the shit going on in the world.
this is me again 