I wasn’t going to watch the Royal Wedding because any reference to weddings or happy marriages is so painful for me right now.
But I am watching it. I burst out crying as Meghan Markle walked down the aisle. All I can think is good luck to them. Those tears were actually quite cathartic for me.
My wedding day was a happy day, but I got married on antidepressants so maybe that’s why.
I wonder how Harry’s dad feels today. His first marriage didn’t quite work out now did it.
I don’t think I will ever get married again.
this is me again 